Lately it's been a bit harder for me to understand things. Maybe it's just some phase I'm trying to break out of, but on another hand it's as if no one could possibly understand what it is I'm trying to say. Is it just me? I'm constantly spiteful, resentful, yet so full of energy at differing times. Sometimes it feels as though I will hate every single person that comes up to me. Later I feel so sorry for being such a donkey to them all, but I just can't say it. Ever feel that there's someone locked inside that you want to let out but just don't because it's not what one part of you wants to do? That's what it constantly feels like when any of these conflicts arise in my life. No one seems to understand and even if I would try to explain it, they'd probably roll their eyes and tell me I'm Emo. God no one takes anything seriously anymore. Not one single adult I can talk to won't go through one sentence of mine without saying that I'm such an emotional child.
