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Ritsuki's Rants
This is where I point out all the little facts and things that bother me.... Somtimes you might find a small semblence of a thank you note or people i like in here... but dont count on it.
Is it too early to give up.
Its been about 7 hours since I was "supposed" to go to sleep doing nothing more then staring at the darkness. Im being poked at by somthing I cannot ignore and I need to get a few things out.

I really need someone to talk to... I usually do... but... I have noone to listen... and even if they did... noone would really care.

Ill probly wake up tommarow... realized i posted this and delete it... Its strange how i can tell what im going to do but I still sit here typing...

False hope that someone cares... I want love, but ill never have it...
It dosent exist. But for now... Prose to express myself

Im jealous of person who has ever hugged you,
because for that one moment they held my entire world

tears are like kisses,
the only real ones are the ones you cant hold back

never make someone your everything,
because when they are gone you have nothing.

You will never know true pain until
you look into the eyes of someone you love,
and they look away

The scars are nothing compared
to the pain that put them there

goodbye is only painful when you know
you can never say hello again

How can you learn from your mistakes
when mistakes are all you've ever made

What's the point in living when the ones
you love the most refuse to love you

break my heart and tell me lies,
because eventually every heart dies


This is my word.. whats in the response dont matter i just like to know i exist.






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Ayte
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commentCommented on: Tue Mar 24, 2009 @ 07:41pm
It's far to early to give up, I have to say though your writing comes off depressing, it's rather artistic.


commentCommented on: Wed Jul 01, 2009 @ 07:49am
Shhh... Tolly is speaking
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The Green Tolly
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