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honestly, today was pretty fun. but...i'm just really bummed. when i went to hang out with Kage Tenshi, i had fun. but when i got home. i got pretty bummed. considering that i had to pay my mom back what ever money i had remaining. before i went out my mom gave me some money for the day. a little over $25. what i had thought was 'alright finally i can go shopping and i wouldn't have to use it for a train or parking.' my mom on the other hand thought 'she better not use ALL of that money.' and to her surprise when i got home i had spent every single dime..and maybe a little more. recently i haven't been shopping a lot. considering that it is a very rough time for a lot of people and some people shop less and i'm trying to stop shopping all together. but the only times when i do shop...i can't help but feel guilty. when people experience a type of withdrawl..their emotions towards it tend to change towards those things that have been withdrawn. me on the other hand..guilt is just my next door neighbor. so, i've been listening to some music on my ipod and i've been feeling a lot better. i think making jewelry will really help me relax. although i still have work and an online quiz to do. but..well..i do have a couple days to e-mail my teacher with a thesis for my paper and my group's presentation. the good thing about my group's project..i have to listen to a cd in order to do the work..the bad thing..i have to listen to a cd. i just have to figure out how to do the thesis. whenever i hear that word i kinda cringe a bit. thesis..it's something i was never really fond of whenever i had to write an essay. usually when i did write an essay i would just write something that i thought was the closest thing to a thesis, hoping that it would be close enough or good enough. well..i've got some other things to do..night.

later<3

krissy<3