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Sy
thoughts, words and everything in between. NOW SCRAM! J/k. Don't tear a page off though.
Poems 2~
"Let Me"
Let me do what I must do,
Let me say what I have to say,
Let me know what I do wrong,
Let me know how to do right.
Let me be who I want to be,
Let me sing when I need,
Let me think when Im alone,
Let me call you to lead me when Im astray.
Let me be who I've always wanted to be,
Let me help those who I call friends,
Let me scream when Im in anger,
Let me cry on your shoulder, oh please.
Let me be the one for you,
Let me be the one who you are looking for,
Let me be your stronghold,
Let me be your Shelter.
Let me fly on broken wings,
In which they will heal on grey skies,
Let me kiss you one more time,
So then you know how much I love you,
So then I can tell you how much you mean to me.

"Please, This poem is not literal, it was from the past..."
Its awesome to see,
you have erased me,
not only from your idiotic friendslist,
but also from your run down heart.
I kept you here,
Safe,
thinking we could still be friends,
it really hurts and surprises me to see,
you already had forgotten me.
Another friend lost,
another face known,
spreaded into the unknown,
walking with strangers and fiends.
Thats alright,
its all fine,
Im just a bit hurt,
Im so used to loose important people like you...
Even though I can't say we knew each other for long,
And even though we didnt had the best of experiences,
I always think every friend I meet are ones that I want to keep,
Close to me, help them in need, but I guess you did not wanted,
Another mess in your memory,
Another Wanna Be In Your List,
Another Scar In Your Heart...
But thats alright,
Its all fine,
I got worried over a useless nothing,
No, I dont mean you my dear,
I mean over a stupid nothing you have become.
But no matter,
you still keep your 'loyal' friends,
the ones you want to keep,
Well I have mine,
And who I truly deeply love too much to 'erase' or 'delete' from my list,
No... To even forget them and make them a past in memories,
Or Scars in my heart,
because they're not,
They are joyful beings,
who are always present in all my thoughts,
whose to my heart,
hold dear...
Goodbye is fine,
I hope to see you not ever again,
And if we do meet once more,
I am a Girl Who Forgives...
But This Time...
I'll Also Forget...

"To The Past Mistakes"
To my...
Oh Dearly Soul...
To Think You Could Have Been,
The Hero Of All My Dreams,
To Think You Could Have Fought,
Along Side I,
My Love.
To Come At The Glancing Thought,
That You Could Have Been The One,
I Truly Thought That You Could,
I Thought That You Would Save Me,
But Then I Came Across The Truth...
To Save Me From What?...
Honestly,
I Have Not A Perfect Life,
But I Will Not Have The Perfect Lie,
You.
I Chased After You,
Dearly Young Love,
We Confessed To Each Other,
Perfect It Was Until Now,
We Grew Appart,
No We Did Not...
I Turned Back And Walked To The Life I Had Before,
"Mend Me" I Begged To The Lord,
He Gave Me Enough Strengh To Accept The Truth,
I Was Not Meant For You.
And I Tried So Hard,
Gave My All,
Drained My Self,
What For?
What Exactly Did You Try To Sacrifice?
While I In The Other Hand Gave Everything I Had?...
Well, It Matters Not Anymore,
I Know I Have To Move On,
But It Is Oh So Hard To Know That Now You're Truly Gone.
The Hopes I Had,
Countless Dreams I've Had,
These Memories Will Never Cease,
Nor Die,
But They Will Surely Be,
My Remembering,
To Not Make The Same Mistake.
I Am Not Blaming You,
There Is No One To Blame,
We Did The Best We Could,
Or At Least I Know I Did.
I Can Safely Say,
That I Wish To You The Best,
As For My Self,
I Know This Will Remain,
Like All The Past Lacerations,
In My Heart.
The Only One I Have Always Had.
And I Never Thought,
Of Such An Absurd Ending,
Because I Can't Still Believe,
I Did This To Me,
But Thats What I Get,
For Chasing After A Shadow,
In The Pitch Black Midnight.
My Oh My,
Heart,
Dearly Soul,
To Still Think You Can Elnight Me,
To Still Think That I Lie To Myself,
A Bid Farewell,
I Wish You Well.





 
 
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