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so..its monday once again. i am incredibly exhausted. i'm just so damn tired, sleepy, drowsy, whatever you want to call it. i'm tired. i just finished one class and my next class is starting in less than a minute. in my first class i can feel my self falling asleep. and i'm not feeling to well. i have to improve my grade in my math class..by two percent. i'm two percent away from a C...and i have a lot of opportunities though, one more test, another project, a lot of homework, a couple more quizzes, and the dreadful final. i'm doing well in two of my other classes and math is the class that i really have to work hard on the projects and the actual tests and final to pass the class. i hope to get at least a C in my final grade. ok..maybe a C- the lowest. but as long as i pass the class..i'll be happy. i'm just not really happy. there are a lot of things in my life that are just affecting my everyday life. there are just things that i'm really starting to second think. i mean..everyday when i wake up..i only look forward to what i'm going to do that day..but when it actually comes to my own future..i'm actually at a loss. i can't help but think that for once..i have no idea what i'm supposed to do. i'm getting really really tired of college. i just want to get it over with and leave as quickly as possible. it's just..right now..there are so many things that i'm unsure about, whether it is my own family, my future, but that's it. the only thing i'm actually really certain about is my friends, that i can trust them for one. i have roughly have about 7-8 weeks left of school. i have to start working the same way i worked last semester..cause that definitely was my best semester to date. then there is the topic on my major..my parents cleaned my room while i was at school (ninja'd it) and they found the form for a request in change in major. i'm honestly still unsure about what it is i really want to do. the thing is..i'm a sophmore in my second semester...i feel like i'm running out of time. i..just..don't really know what to do. night.

later<3

krissy<3