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i couldn't think of a better subject heading. i'm not sure what's going on with me. one day i'm feeling really psyched about a change in my major. next i'm feeling like s**t..cause honestly..i'm not really sure what i want to do anymore. my mom says she'll support me but i can still feel the tension between us when we talk about my major. i..was actually tearing up earlier. i saw kaze_fumetsu on my way to school earlier and she helped me feel a lot better about the change..but...i'm still at a loss. when i was at school and right after i was done talking to kaze_fumetsu i was hyped up and felt excited in the change. when i got home i had some alone time to think and really reflect on what it is i really wanted to do in my life in general. which led me to the decision..i'm going to wait til the cherry blossom festival to talk to my friends and really figure out...is there something that will give me a sign to help me in my future? i really really really would like sign! i honestly..feel really conflicted..as i'm typing this...i'm trying not to cry as much as possible...i'm actually working on my project for math class and..it's actually partially understandable..it's just really time-consuming..i should get back to work..later

later<3

krissy<3