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If I Fade Away
.....Would anyone notice?
3 very creepy dreams
it was like me/light/weird person/kristin and you were you/darkness/weird person/selina in the very last one I had. They kept bumping into each other, but they didn't really know who each other was. But there was a part where their spirits were released at the same time. But they were like the "cursed" version of themselves and they looked like monsters. The shadow had become a "cursed" monster when the soul was released, and accidently caused rampages and stuff like that, and usually ended up killing people. And the two of them weren't allowed to meet each other, or even ackwoledge the other.

So when they were both released because the two girls were hanging out, the two spirits were like "omg havent seen you in forever!" and then they got super scared. Like really scared. Plus, it felt like they were being hunted. So the light spirit ran up the stairs of this abandoned builing. (it did have residents, but everyone ran after shadow showed up). They tried not to look at each other at the same time. And then they started playing a "game" to get away from each other and spend time with each other at the same time. Light said "I'm here, or not here" or osmething. And Shadow would say something similar. They started just running through the different apartments, slamming and locking different doors, feeling comfort in the other making noises, acknowledging each others' presence through their words and actions. But when Light couldn't hear shadow anymore she stopped playing and just started to cry. But the people came back to the last apartment she had stayed in.

By the time they came back she was back to "normal". Luckily she had the ability to become invisible. (who knew?) Someone had left the back door open and she ran out, and into the city. She then crossed a super super busy highway to get to a bar. And while crossing, there were some hobos saying she owed them a drink for stealing their crossing technique. At the bar, there was this sleezy guy who had helped her before. He was then asking if he had seen the other girl "who looks like you" (selina). He passed out, but by then she had realized who Selina was, and ran out of the bar.

Yeah.. it was creepy.

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The other dream was about my parents. It's really fuzzy because I woke up from it when you woke up. but it had something to do with my parents not meeting in highschool, but through letters. but when they met it became something really twisted or creepy... It's hard to remember. as soon as I tried to think of it, the dream starts running. But it was really scary when I was trying to figure it out in the dream.

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And between those dreams, I was in the house with another family, and there was this scary monster. I was this like 14-year old kid or something. I kept covering up all the windows and the blinds so that the monster wouldn't see where we were and try to break in. I grabbed all the pets and locked them in the bathroom so they would be "safer". But the most horrible part was when the person found their "mom". And they were in this "parlor room" I guess. And the 14-year old kid sees their uncle scott coming up to the house while trying to help their mom pull down all of the curtains. It was so horrible. The mom grabbbed the boy before he could let him in. She insisted that the animal would just use the uncle to eat more of them. The uncle was fine for like 1 minute, banging on the door. He then got on tippy-toes and looked up at them with a confused look, and then the monster got him! His screams were so horrible. The kid/me tried to cover their ears but it was so... so horrible. The screams... I remember the guilt, the regret, and his awful screams...

i also remembered in the 3rd dream that i had with the kid and that monster, there was a part where i realized i was dreaming. the kid was hiding in the bathroom, either with or without the pets and was in the bath-tub. and i thought 'this is just a dream. i'm in control'. i get out of the bath-tub, but after that my conciousness faded and it was just a dream again, and then the kid stuffed all the animals in the bathroom.





 
 
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