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Well, everything was completetly terrible for these last few months....I was judged, misunderstood, bullied again, and insulted.....They even did the worst to sink my level until I started hurting myself...Then I did something stupid thinking it was for the better, but it didn't work....Then I made a change and everything went to a good level....It was all getting better and I was happy again...Then one of my family members had to crash it down really low, and right now...I'm like the black sheep in the family....I shouldn't care or even bother...but...It's just so unfair that everything I've been working on, went down on one's mistake and it all came down on top of me....
So I'm asking myself at this moment...If everything falls on top of me, What would be the best thing to do, if everything I do makes it worse?...