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I hate myself so much wish i had ice and salt....burn beautifully...
why do i love them both, i cant i have one but i want them both....he needs some one i want to be that person...hes so nice to me too. but i have another....my love loves me too deeply, and he wants me....
what do i do damn it all i hate it so ******** DAMN IT!!!!
i ******** suck balls i dont know why eather of them even like me...i am destened to roam the world forever alone no matter if i am with some one....