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so i was bored and i was looking through my poetry and lyrics entires in the arenas.
sure they don't get a lot of hits but idc...i just wanted to get them out there.
they all really have the same theme. read 'em and u can figure it out...i can't really explain it.
but its not exactly a....an....no a very pleasurable theme....
and i read the comments ppl leave me....
and they seem to love them...and that so far reflects my ratings (of about 4 right now) and i wonder "how can ppl love this?"
i know some of them are touching...or at least parts are...
but when i read them... i almost want to cry cuz i know what they're really about.
i just want to know why ppl like them...
i would consider a carrer in this but...i can't write a poem when someone demands it, it just doesn't work that way for me.
same with short stories....i can't make myself write them. sure i can start them but i never have a good ending. sometimes i just leave them where i believe is the best part and never finish it....talk about a cliff hanger.