Watch me start to tear my mind into shreds over this part of me that I wish would just disappear. I let the attention give me false hopes and I have fallen fast; and now I must let myself descend and prepare myself for the broken landing.
That day
I had instantly fell hard
For that kind face, that gentle hug
The way you patted my head
A showing of care
Looking up into your face
That smile you show me
I fell for that.
My heart is beating faster
I want to see you
What can I do
to make you hug me
pat me on the head again?
I want your attention
The attention you had showered me with
I want it.
I need it.
I can't have it.
Let me be yours..
I want to see that smile
I want that smile to be mine.
I fell so hard
in just an instant
I want to look up again
with your hand extended towards me,
and that smile shining down on me
And know,
that it was just for me.
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