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I'm afraid of getting hurt emotionally.

If someone insults me, it remains on my mind for the rest of the day,
and now I never talk to anyone both in real life and on the internet.

Because I either don't know what to say, or most of the time, it's because I think that what I'm about to say will lead to disaster.

I want this to end, I want to stop thinking to myself and have friends to talk with.

But I need help starting.

And no one will be reading this, so hope is lost.