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Okay.

There's something wrong with me.
I could possibly have brain damage.
At least, that's what it feels like.
I'm terribly lost in my own mind.
Not depressed so much as freaking confused.
About everything, and nothing.
That my friends = Dysphoria.
I think i started hearing voices= Schizophrenia.
I can't tell if i should ignore all this and be brain dead until i can feel again
or do something about it....
That = Ambivalence.

I feel numb, but not so much to where as i can't feel pain.
I feel stupid not so much as to where as i can't understand what's going on around me [although sometimes i don't]
I feel like a failure, but not so much as to where as i don't try, and fail.

You see. Somethings going wrong in my brain...
H.e.l.p//
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
Who cries out of nowhere for no apparent reason!?
Dammit.


It's official, I've lost my mind.
And i think it's safe to say,
I won't be finding it any time soon.