i realized something strange today, im proud that im a virgin but then after i say it to people i feel like a loser. mmmm. i want to wait for a special person. i know it sounds dumb and cliché but i want it to be special. im not saying im waiting until marriage and im not saying it has to be the person i will spend all eternity with but i do want it to be meaningful! u know? then im scared that i will never find anyone... people suck and are mean and just SUCK! im tired of the people i know and the people i see and everyone! that’s why the computer is my lover. people say that only losers meet people from the computer but is that true? my parents met on the computer and are married and have children. what do you think?
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People in general are generic, panic easily, and fight over everything. But a person is different. A person is set with their own traits, and has thoughts as well as emotion! But what about the others? They are refered to as "sheep."
Typically, the internet is associated with some "chubby otaku, with triple thick glasses" (Faye Valentine) sitting in a dark room lit only by the glow of the computer screen. And they meet "someone" (a bot script) their "girlfriend" is born. THIS is what a loser does.
But sometimes you meet actual people, and once you find out they're not forty years older than you, or keep telling you to check out the amazing sound-proofing job in their bunker in the forest, you might like what you've found. You can get to know A LOT about that persons personality, because it is really all that you can see or *le gasp* hear!
If you want something bad enough, you can think of all kinds of ways to get the thing that you covet.
May love find each, and everyone of us, because it's Christmas time, and the EMT's shouldn't have to cut your body down from any ceiling fixtures.
Amanda, my love,
Have a Merry Christmas, and have a Happy New Year.