phil, my boyfriend. We have been going out for three weeks. im going to break up with him tomorrow at school.
its just the fact that he always seems to lie and i can hear it in his voice. plus i only see him once in the day and that is in the morning in the library for 15 minutes or less. hes not allowed to go anywhere because he is grounded, and he will be grounded until christmas break. i think i want to break up with him partially because we had that pregnancy talk and that STD talk in health two days in a row. which scared me. that sorta scared me. i also dont think of him as a "boyfriend" just a friend. i havent known him that long. plus he pisses me off because he continuously puts down his ex girlfriend, crystal. but crystal is my friend and has been for a year and a half. i have only known him since the beginning of this year. already hes been saying "maybe when we grow up we can move in together and have kids" and it creeps me out because i dont plan on having any kids before i do the things i want to do. i dont really feel that i want to be with him the rest of my life. i dunno. rolleyes im just going to dump him. since he is my first boyfriend in a while, it will probably make me depressed. i got this wrenching feeling in my heart every time i tell myself im going to break up with him and since im doing it in the morning ill probably walk around all day depressed as hell. but it will pass just like my old boyfriend. i probably wont even cry. i dont know. neutral
Lana Luvv Community Member 
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