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I just found out that I had a miscarriage! I am not going to have my 3rd child. After I found out, i realized that I no longer want to have anymore children, I just want to be a teenager for the next 2 years, while I can, whithout the hussle of being a wife and a mother of 3. Don't get me wrong, I am very excited about getting married to Carter, and I love my kids Trevor and Haley to death, but I just don't think that I could handle the stress of another one. Also, I would be too afraid of losing my child again, because I've just lost this one. My sister's child will still be born, as of right now, and I wish her the best of luck. We still will get an appartment, but Laura's new baby will not be sharing a room w/ mine, because I will not be having another. Thank you for all the support everyone has given me.