My guardian came to me today.....blessed me with a note. It's so hard. I feel like all the bad things I have been able to keep away hound at me constantly. I am now in tears, knowing that I have someone watching out for me in a realm that is only understandable by me.
I'm not leaving....I think too many people would miss my somewhat cheerful presence here. I know of two mods in particular that would not have their days brightened by my PMs to them.... twisted It's so bothersome sometimes, trying hard to interact well with others. I do terribly myself, keeping everyone now at arms length for fear of being left behind. I laugh at this though because, I know those who have gone have not left me behind...we just parted in our own journies, hopefully to meet up again somewhere down the road.
Thank you my guardian, for giving me the candle of the Goddess, showing me that even though everything seems rather dark and dim, there is hope and light at the end of the tunnel. I will be standing on the other end ................. waiting.
Waiting, for all of those whose journeys have taken them elsewhere to meet up again....
 l Sunflower l · Fri Nov 19, 2004 @ 07:50pm · 1 Comments |
