I got told today that because of my "history", a decision was made without me being consulted.
I hate having worked so hard at changing my own self, and the person closest to you who you thought helped you through these tramatic changes, does nothing more than assume and for their own reasons use you as an excuse not to do something. It sounds vague sure, but to me it makes perfect sense.
If you made a mistake, you are judged by that mistake forever. How's that for making things clearer.
Now more than ever, I don't care if I die tomorrow. I use to care, but not anymore. I'm tired of being judged for past mistakes just so someone can justify their own conscience. The gallery concurs.
 l Sunflower l · Sun Jan 15, 2006 @ 07:14pm · 1 Comments |
