Revelations I
Alright, I've decided to put this hournal to use. First thing I shall discuss with myself and the reader, would be a recent situation that occured, no names will be used except my own. Suffice to say I will not give them out either.
A few weeks ago Me and a so-called friend, who apparently 'attempted' to act like a friend due to a situation which happened prior, started a small discussion about bank accounts. I will admit that I did inadvertantly change the subject, simply stating my own opinion on a life without rules, solely because Order cannot exist without Chaos.
After I had posted the profile comment he did not respond, I assumed he had other things to do. As I recall correctly, a few hours alter I received a PM from another so-called friend. The PM stated that My personal opinion was 'emo-ish'. Now, due to a sitation which first caused the beginning to my depression, which happened in 6th grade, I have had a few anger issues. Personally I felt that this 'friend' was attacking me personality, and therefore i retailiated by responding to the PM stating that: "Not all people diagnosed with depressiona re 'emo." Minutes alter i received a PM with an equally enraged comment.
The next day I began a thread which asked: "Is everyone diagnosed with Depression, Emo?" Within the Thread I had summarized the situation to the public within the "General Discussion" Thread. After a few posts I simply gathered the opinions of others and asked them to send my friend PM stating that she was incorrect. Later that night I received a PM from the person whom I discussed with earlier. This PM simply stated that "I was looking for pity and attenion, which Emos are after." The conclusion to this message simply stated that me and him, along with the other friend will not be friends anymore. I simply replied to the Message upon another account with a lengthy message stating that I was only looking for opinions. My response was not what I had expected. Suffice to say it seemed to be written by a childish, immature person with enough ignorance to truth and reason to be considered mentally dead.
A few days after that I began to think to myself, stating the situation if it did continue. I looked at the Pros and Cons about the new freedom I had attained, simply by pessing the truth to a 'friend'. After a few day I checked the profile of another friend of mine, whom I dont beleive is a friend either, to see that the friend who had called all patients diagnosed with depression emo: "i got tired of him seriously dude hes a whiny f** :3 lol wat can i say i felt bad for the dude all this time so i tried to b as friendly to him as i can but enough is enough"
So apparently, from what i can figure out. The onla reason she was evena friend to me, was because she pitied me. This fact disgusted me to no end. So now I sit here finishing this Entry hoping that it will give someone something to think about if/when they finish it. Keep an open mind to reason and truth and Do not beleive you are right when the facts state otherwise.
Revelation I
