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so bad.

i cant breath

i have to
see

him.

yes.

him.

i dont know what will
happen.

i hope
he kisses
me
but im hoping
for too much

i am

f
a
s
t
i
n
g

so that God
might

h
e
a
r

my prayer

upstairs.

hopefully
this is my wish
to be
happy
again.

but sometimes
i have to remember
God says
"no."

i don't know
which
answer
i get.

i am

scared
afraid
tired
exhausted
doubtful
nervous
hyperventilating
bitter
cold
excited
sad.
a bit happy
just a tad
but i guess
a tad
is all i'll
Ever
get.