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daily blah
Another day, another reason to feel like life is taking a huge crap on me. It's so hot today. I wanted to go swimming but couldn't. James is being mopey cuz he thinks I'm mad at him or something. I'm not of course. Becca has been dealing with her own issues. My poor baby gurl. Trey is a pain in the neck, but what guy isn't? Went to see my son today. He's doing ok. Got a runny nose from allergies but that doesn't slow him down. He took my phone from me and I had to chase him through the house cuz he kept calling people. Becca got to see him for a little bit but she couldn't stay. I dunno why but I didn't push the issue. Lee looks like hell an I understand why. He's going through a lot an I pray he can pull through all this. If anyone deserves a miracle it would be him. I love watching him with our son. It almost makes me forget the pain of what happened in the past. I can't change those things, I know, but they are still deep wounds in my heart. I plan to bring Weylin his pool so he can play with his Aunt Tristian. Atleast some of us will be cool lol. I love my little angel so much. I can't wait til the day I can pick him up and take him home. All my relatives be so glad to see him. I'm trying my best to make each day count. I'm working. I'm in school. I'm going back to therapy. (and i dont need drugs!) I'm going to do right for my son. No, our son. I hope someone out there sees that.
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