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holy s**t eek !!!! i think today was the first time i cried in about...6 years give or take, and it sucks crying . it seems that with every fight my parents get into i become more and more cynical. i seriously think that the world would b better off if humans disappeared completely, to stop all the pain, the suffering, and the outright madness thats consumed this world. people say "god is good", but i say thats a load of bullshit. if god was good then why do we have things like war, genocide, murder, and the what not? why is it that there are parts of the world that are ravaged by internal turbulence? why did the holocaust happen even though the jews were god's greatest followers? doesnt sound like a good loving god to me, yet people insist on saying "its all part of his master plan", and that it will all work out. and while some may say that the people in africa might jut be being punished by god, they fail to notice the conflicts on home soil. behind closed doors and the public eye hundreds are being killed by their hand or another's. behind closed doors families are being ripped apart, children are turning to drugs, and women are getting raped. the public doesnt see everything, the media doesnt know all, and god is not here.