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Title: Don't hurt me
* I have no clue where this came from*


Please stop stareing at me like that. You are starting to scare me.
I can see
the lust in your eyes and I want it to go away.
Please stay where you are, don't come closer.
You trap me against the wall, my heart beats faster and faster.

Lowering your head you kiss me.
I guess you dont see me as family.
You let your hands travel up my shirt,
I kick you in your shins but I guess it didn't hurt.
You slid your body against mine letting your erection touch me.
Even though we were both wearing clothes I could see
the size of you.
I prayed to god to help me because I knew
that I'm not strong enough to fight you.

Hearing a car in the drive way you let me go
but not before telling me one day you will finish, telling me what you plan to do.
I ran to my room and locked everyone out.
I wanted to scream and shout.
I don't want to defend myself against someone again.

Crying in my room not letting anyone in and me not going out
Wishing that these things wouldn't happen to me, all I want to do is shout.
Wishing that you saw me as family,
like I do because I don't want you to hurt me.

Please just stay away from me, just leave me alone.
We are family, not blood though.
Plase just don't hurt me.
I'm afraid of you, don't you see?