So many fake emotions
Swimming in a sea of prostitution
b***h, ho, slut
The anxiety sunk deep into my cuts
A life lost in one night stands
Paranioa, fear, careless hands
Tearing away my soul
For thier own guiltless pleasures, tonight they own
My very existance, my pride
After this shameful high, I'll hide
Far away from civiliazed society
They've already disowned me
I don't deserve to see
The bueaty of life when I can't even be
Normal enough to be treated with respect
But I let them do it to me, everything I accept
And I come back for more
As if I didn't get it before
This feeling only lasts for so long
Before it and my sanity's all gone.
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