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A beating hearts Confusion
What is love? When your a teenager, you always ask yourself, how will i know if it's real? Well, if your up late at night, far after that person you think you love has gone to sleep, praying they'll know somehow that it's you who cares. If you write and write and write and write anything you can, just to avoid thinking about them, and everything you feel around them. If when you hear their name your heart thuds so loud that you cant hear anything but the beats of your heart, which you could swear were counting the beats of their name. If you want them so much that if they were already with someoneone, you'd never want to interfere. If someone you thought you loved already broke your heart, but it was already mended and beating better then ever and you felt either so alive that it hurt or so sad that you were numb or so confused that you were crying. When that happens, you are completely in love, and it is the only thing on this entire earth that is worth more then your life, because it's worth two lives. Because today it is your love and your life, but tomorrow it is more then that.
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