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I cant believe i am about to be engaged!!! But now i wonder..... So many Guys like me.... but only 2 of them i think really love me..... John i know he loves me..... but there it leaves me to wonderif the other feels the same? I dont really know.... But if he does then i am sorry for that person..... Because i cant love them back in the same way they love me. I was able to talk to one of my bestest and closest friends to day , and I am very glad i got a chance to talk to him.... but the last thing he said to me troubles me dearly.... I have asked him about it in a pm but i dont think he well messege back tell i am offline so he knows i wont messege back. I would like for him to Explain what he ment because i am kind of lost. i havent been a vampire for a while too to i am going to stay this way for a while. I dont know what to do at the time being, so i am going to need at least one other opion on this. I cant take this any more i need a little help now!!!! any one?? hello?
why am i getting to crazy about this??? theres nothing to worry about right??? RIGHT???



Amy LockHeart