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these are poems and little thinngs that go through my mind. little blips of things that i think about


myshatteredlittleheart
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Im feeling my heart
rip into two
with not knowing
what to do
but i feel this pain
inside me growing
I really hope
that its not showing

no one needs
to know the pain
that i am
going through

they all have
suffered enough
Times are
already tough
I hope no one
will call my bluff

I wish you were
right beside me
You would take
my hand in yours
i would give you
one big hug
Dispite the
gynormous tug
against the feelings
in my heart
my brain
making me
think one way
and my heart tells me
to go the other way

So confused
with all these feelings
what if were
not mean to be
and im just blind
and can not see
what is right
in front of me
telling me
that these feelings
between
you and me
are not right and
shouldn't be

Im not sure
what i should do
Should i even
try to tell you
what ive been
going through
Or would it just
make things
much worse
Bad enough
to make
somebody curse

I know you'd try
to understand
You always do
what you can
but i hate seeing
you upset
expecially when
its because of me

SO confused
on what to do
I love you
I miss you
I need you
What do i choose
What if im wrong
Maybe im just weak
not strong
and cant handle
this decision
I dont know
what id do
with out you

but what if thats
what has to happen
to make things right

What if i
just think your the one
but some other girl
is meant for you
and im keeping her
from her true love
a match made
from above
and i just don't
want to edmit it
cuz i want you
for myself

Ive run out of
all ideas
which is right
my heart or mind
can someone help
please please please
i don't want to make
the wrong choice
it scares me
what might happen
if i lose you
but what if that's
what i need to do
Im so
sooooo utterly confused





User Comments: [3]
jester_sci
Community Member





Wed Jul 08, 2009 @ 04:04am


hmm try to relax when coming up with a decision, it will help you to be rational.
it will, somehow, help if you write down the negative thoughts that have been going on, and read it when you're relaxed. in that way you can think twice if those worst case scenario can possibly be happening or not..


ripped away wishes
Community Member





Wed Nov 25, 2009 @ 05:25pm


that poem was SO GOOD you are going to be a great writer one day biggrin


myshatteredlittleheart
Community Member





Tue Mar 16, 2010 @ 02:14am


WOW I really have not been on in a REALLY long time ! Sorry everyone ! Thank you for that comment , that means a lot to me biggrin


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