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In my life ive never been the Bow Wow, Chris Brown, Drake, etc. that I keep hearing these girls talk about but since when have i become this sexy guy that every girl i really sit down and talk with, becomes attracted to me. I cant get so much as a look from the girls i live near and on the computer, im like Hugh Heffner when he was young lol. I love each and every girl i meet on a personal level like she was my own wife. I continue to think of every woman i meet as my girlfriend and as great as it is, its becoming dangerous to my relationships as i think to move forward i take a step back again. Ive been known to have an addictive personality but i cant help but think that my love for women has become an addiction to the point that if i cant choose one ill take them all but thats not what they want and really neither do i. I just want the girl who can and would do as much for me as i do for them, cause ask any girl i dated and they'll tell u i'd give them anything even my live so that they'll be happy but im just a boy who needs to figure out the things he wants and hopefully find everything im looking for and let life take its course