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two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,
like an assasin ... who does it for fun.

two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,
life gone away...i'm done.

two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one
the world i know disappears...like the setting sun.
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Falling Away
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity

Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone

Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
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Your Lies
Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off rewing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together
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Music
Music is what i use to get by
lets me sleep good at night
soft melody that raps around me when im tired
Closes my eyes and goes into my mind

Helps me better myself to become a new person
In my body all day long
Helps me to focus
This is my high
I take a pull and i dont know when to stop
Makes me feel so good
This is what i need
This is what i love
I can relate its so hot
This is my heart and my love
Its in my vains
This is what makes me tough
What sewds me and makes me rough
Music is my high and my love
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As I Die
As i sit in silence and surronded by hate.
I could never hope to find you its always to late.
I fill the slick blade on my wrist and theres no other way.
i slice in and my pulse begans to fade.
everything is going away
eyes go black, heart is cold, blood runs black and i go.
dont worry it will be alright
with death in i slite my wirst now say goodnight.
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i made these
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Alone
i stand here alone
all alone in the cold
my face is numb
my hands are too
for what i am doing is quite bold

i sit here alone
all alone in the cold
with a broken heart.

Darkness
life will meet death
darkness will fall over the world
everything will be lost
nobody to see
nobody to love
in that abyss of life
you can't turn back
you will be stuck forever
in the pool of blood,
untill someone brings light upon you
you'll be lost.