Ok so once upon a time i thought i could never fall in love... haha i proved myself wrong... though occasionally i do wake up and wonder if this is just a dream and its only seconds and i will wake up and this will all be gone? but as soon and i remember the night before when he told me he loved me and called me his kitty i know its all real and i know its not going anywhere. yes i know alot of you arent in love now and you think you never will be... just wait... dont look for it cuz when you are looking for something you are trying to see it in a way that isnt real. you have an idea of it and really its not that way. dont look for him or for love.. in fact every time you meet someone look for a friend in them someon you can trust and know will be on the phone at 2am because they know you need to talk to them. dont hold your breathe, dont expect them to stay, dont hide anything from them. dont think that they are the one. no just let it all fall into place because thats how it really happens. it doesnt happen the way you want it too.. and its only romantic if you want it to be. And its romantic no matter how it is as long as you believe it is. ok so enough of me rambling about something you might say i know nothing about. hugs
Had surgery on Monday.. it sucked alot but i am living. been out of school for a week. got home on the tuesday after the suregery. was bed ridden for 3 days its friday and i am very much better.. i do have a little bit of pain left ... my back hurts a lil and my tummy hurts a little but i thnk that its going to.. it has three holes in it haha... i should be back in school on monday... but that week there is only like 3 4 days of school because of christmas break
we are in the process of attempting to dye my hair purple... we tried to dye it blonde but because its black it didnt do anything so right now my parents are out getting me a bleaching kit which should do the trick hopefully hahah... then we will add the purple and then redye the rest black fun stuff... it'll be hott but only because i am hot.. lol or so my baby tells me.. i love him...
i hate that i am a mushy romantic... ugh cant believe i just admitted that....
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