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I had the love of my life taken from me.
Theres nothing I can do.
Im never getting him back, no matter what I do.
He's gone, out of my reach, out of my sight, of my grasp.
I had to let him go. Its what he wanted.
My heart beats for him, and only him.
One heart, One love.
I only want him in my heart.
I know this is sappy. But its true.
Im never like this. Why is this time so different?
All I can do is watch as everything desinegrates.
The heart decays. The love desinegrates in the wind.
Blows away like its nothing.
This isnt the first time this has happened.
It happened atleast 3 times before.
But why cant I make myself let go?
I know Ilove him, my head tells me to let him go. My heart tells me no.
So many actions, emotions. Its just so confusing really.
I dont know what to do or how to do it.
I feel so lost now.
Its like Im lost in a black hole.
How do I get out?
Will I find my way?
I'll need the right help. But I cant find it.