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I have no idea if writtting in in this helps but whatever.
So stupid me acually thought my stupid family would acually accept who i am. A 15 year old punk who dresses like a freak. So what if i like/dress in dark and depressing colors? There's also some neon colors in there somewhere. I'm being held back do much. This dead bird wants to fly, but her dead body is weighing her down. There's so much that i need to do, but cant because her stupid family is here. That and my religon. yea im mormon. but im a bad one. I wanna pierce my tonuge and get snake bites, but if i do, i'll be disowed. I want to highlight my hair with weird colors, but im a minor and my parenatals will shave my head bald. I cant do s**t without having to worry about the ******** bad. I'm stuck with hiding my true self untill im 18, and out.