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i don't know how i feel right now.
confused
cracked
sad
i don't understand myself... or even you.
sometimes
i feel like
whenever i talk to you, it's not you.
someone else
other than YOU.

be real,
is that too hard to be?
with me??
please...
you give me such a hard time
to think,
and you don't even know it.

you make me feel
confused
cracked
sad.
and you don't even know it.
i don't even think you care..
i don't understand you
and ultimately, i don't understand....
myself.

i guess.... ignorance is my new bestfriend.

that's sad.