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My apology...[I'm sure you'll figure out its for you.]
Well, some of you may have noticed Kai and myself have a fight in towns...Well, if you couldn't/didn't figure it out, it was a fake arguement. We wanted to see who would beleive us, since it seems most people assume we're some perfect couple or something o.o;...Well, i wanted to say sorry to those of you who got annoyed, felt like you were no help, felt useless, tricked, or dreams crushed or something odd like that... sweatdrop
Kai and myself are about to hit 5 months, and have never fought before..We really love eachother..But anyway, lets avoid as much cheese as possible.. I don't know what any of you felt about this, but I think we may have really annoyed/upset/angered two specific people [whom I won't name specifically].. I wanted to apologize to them..but it seems they would rather fake being okay about it, or just avoid us compleatly. I'm Sorry. Truthfully, I am.
I'm sorry if anyone thought I was laughing at them...I wasn't...I really feel like crap now... I wasn't laughing at anyone..I promise...I'm not that kind of person..I was laughing because I was having fun..Which was wrong, i'll admit that. I shouldn't have been having fun doing something wrong like that...Its horrible..And I know It'll haunt me someday...not that it isn't already now...I'm really sorry.... I promise i'll never do something like this again...I couldn't let him go..He keeps me sane...He keeps me going...Without him...I honestly don't think i'd be here...I know I sound selfish...And i'm sure I probably am..
But i'm sorry...
Really...
And I guess this isn't apologizing to two people...but more to one.. But heck... I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. I want to give up..I wish this hadn't of happened..I wish time could go back a day so i could fix the mistake I made..But we don't get what we want all the time...And I'm lucky I have the one thing I want most...I'm spoiled..I don't deserve it. I'm selfish....But I don't know if I can change.. So I'm sorry... I'm sorry for everything...And know i'm not laughing now, or was I ever at you...i'm crying..
I'm sorry.
-Kumori
a.k.a XxxShadowsBetweenUsxxX
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