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i tried to kill you...(i really did)
5 pills and a sky blue...(it was true)
upside down in a pool....(twisted dead pool)

but yet your still alive you ******** b*****d.
why cant you die?
why cant i thrive?
your holding me down with pain of misery

i am the one,
the only one.
you dont belong here
so just leave.
get away from me
you sad figurine

im tired of you making me mad
im tired of you making me sad

i cant take this pain no more.
it time to show what i have been longing for.

your noting but an abstract thing to me.
noting but a fainting memory.
when you are gone. i will finally become
what i have been longing for...