Still hopeing...................
dear journal i'm still trying to go after ashley but nothing working so...... maybe i should give up idk maybe maybe not well i'm just stilling here bord with nothing to do i joined a guild that like bleach the anime so i guess that all right but still i don't like the fact the cannjan696 is gone for the summer is my best so when he gone all most every thing is bording with out him so i'm still crying
crying that he gone but i'll get use to it i think well at least my gaia friend will help me cheer up becase some time i think that i'm dieing inside even if i'm alive also still wanting to go to japan to see the cherry blossoms and to go to school there i bet it's awesome but i guess i never no