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What am I
People have asked me if I'm afraid to die.
Death is not to be afraid of it is to be embraced when the time comes
Life is to be feared because it is filled with unknown and possibilities,But most of all it is the time to Learn and for some, that is the hardest of all.
When you do wrong to yourself you must pay the price but when you hurt someone else there is guilt and harsh punishment to follow for a longer time.
Some say that I'm a nice guy,others don't.
Some say that I'm generous,others say I'm selfish.
Some come to me because they can trust me, Others are untrusting of me.
Some think I'm wonderful, Others think I'm a scumbag.
So What am I... I am a regular guy that has made his share of mistakes and lost his share of control.
I regret my mistakes and try to better myself
Although I feel that I am a coward for I have yet to face the people I have wronged to apoligize and get whats coming to me even if they don't believe me.
That is all I can hope to do and All I can hope to be.