My self esteem is so low, I can't fell anything but pain. I keep crying when I try not to. One little comment crushes me into oblivion. I cut in order to control my inner pain. The pain continues, nothing helps. I wish for my demise every moment. Painful tears, streak and stain my cheeks. My self esteem is getting lower by the milisecond. Will my death bring me peace of mind? Will it highten my self asteem or lower it untill I am truly nothing? Most people don't have to worry about there self asteem, they have tons of friends or they're popular or they'rs something that makes others proud. I'm just a confused, low self asteemed, depressed, goth wanna-be, emo. With no self control. I'm self destructive, everything is destroying me inside out.