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I wonder why you think of me, of why you feel you are meant o be with me. I wonder if you think this will last. There are hundreds of questions going through my mind but at the same time these questions do not portray to you all the time. There are so many girls in my life that i want love them all with no trouble no fighting, no controversy just nothing but sweet love for all who wish to be in my life as something more than just a friend. But I wonder what crazy idea was that because i know it wont happen and shame on me for thinking that such a thing might. I wish i knew what to do but its hard for me because i am only 17 after all. What do you expect from me? I wonder what will be te outcome, because ive wondered about it and the ending for me is simply that i end up alone in life because the tangled mess im in now is going to end everything for me and my love life will come to an end with no one else to love me anymore. I wonder what would happen....