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Rainy Days
This 'journal' isn't necessarily a journal. Its more like a book of poems expressing my emotions and life all blended together.
Crippled.
My heart is wobbly.
Like, an overflowing flood.
Filled with sorrow.
Why always sorrow?

I am sad.
As usual.
No one changes.
No glow from above.

Raindrops.
Pouring.
Soaking me till i am just filth.
Thats all i will ever seem to be.

A dirty cloth.
A stained cup.
A heartless soul.
A soulless heart.

Floating to no where.
Rejection.
Hatred.
Sprinkling down on to me.

Is this my fate
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
I SEEM TO NEVER BE ACCEPTABLE FOR ANYONE!
Why?

I slip.
Cringe.
Collapse.
No one comes to my side.

Stranded.
I can't find it.
Where?
Searching.

My soul has gone.
No, i am nothing.
Withering away.
Shredded to pieces.

Stay back!
Suffocating from darkness.
Its overflowing me.
Conquering.

DIE!
Why the ******** won't i die?
I am no good.
A ragged stench.

When will that day come?
The one.
I call the sun.
Arising before me.

Hold me.
Don't walk away.
Kiss me.
Don't resist.

All hope is gone.
Never.
Eternity.
Slander of perish.


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  • User Comments: [3]
    moonlight sparkles
    Community Member





    Sun Jul 26, 2009 @ 01:59am


    girl you talking like you a piece of s**t and you know you aint!


    Richter Blades of Dreams
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    Tue Jul 28, 2009 @ 02:58am


    This poem is wonderful i never read such poem b4 did u work on that everyday cause that was perfert ninja to me its about ur emotions and ur life and the way things r with ur life am i right.once again wonderful i havent read nothing like this.


    ihateu2020
    Community Member





    Wed Dec 09, 2009 @ 11:52pm


    cheese_whine would u like some chesse with ur wine


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