( Gokkyun )
Gokudera Hayato.
Your question was what I would do if you were to die ?
My answer was to attend your funeral, since you are a citizen.
. . . I lied.
That is not all I would do.
If you were to die, Gokudera Hayato . . .
I will not be able to face the world I live in.
If you were to die, Gokudera Hayato . . .
I will not be able to see the light.
If you were to die, Gokudera Hayato . . .
I will not be able to live what I wish to live.
If you were to die, Gokudera Hayato . . .
I will spend my time musing over your death.
If you were to die, Gokudera Hayato . . .
I will cry . . .
If you were to die, Gokudera Hayato . . .
I will miss you . . .
If you were to die, Gokudera Hayato . . .
I will not be able to love anyone anymore . . .
Do not dare die worthlessly.
If you die as a herbivore, I`ll . . .
. . . I do not know what I will do . . .
I never spilled tears for a herbivore before.
No, I have never spilled tears.
If I did, it was not of my knowing.
What happened when you asked me that question ;
Gokudera Hayato, I almost did.
I was shaken.
I couldn`t answer what I really wanted to say.
. . . So I lied.
You then claimed that I did not love you after all.
Today, you tried to force the words out of me, but failed.
Now I am saying it willingly.
You need to know.
I can not bring myself to say it directly.
So thus, I wrote this, instead.
Gokudera Hayato, I love you.
Don`t leave me.
. . . Please, don`t leave me . . .
I love you.
I love you.
I f**king love you . . . you b*****d.
Do you understand now ?
 x STORM r i o t · Thu Jul 30, 2009 @ 04:04am · 20 Comments |
