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1:21 am
There's no hot water in my building today. At least until 5am. I remembered that while I was thinking about taking a bath.
I can't sleep, and I think my sleep meds are taking longer and longer to work each night. I have an appointment with my sleep doctor tomorrow. We've tried so many different things, I'm wondering if I have some new sleep disorder.
I've been having chronic nightmares everytime I go to sleep, even during day time naps, for about a year and a half. Wow, looking back, that's a hell of a long time to have nightmares. You'd think I'd have run out of them already. I've taken enough drugs to open a small pharmacy, and enough sleep drugs to take down an entire heard of full grown elephants.
I remember this one time I took these sleeping pills, the dosage was high enough to knock out a fully grown man, I was bouncing around for three hours.
Have you ever been really excited for something that's going to happen the next day, and you're lying in bed and you start thinking about dreaming? I have. It made me really look closer at my dreams/nightmares, becuase, during the dream, I think it felt like it was going on forever, I have this feeling inside that it did feel like it was going on forever, but when I look back, it really didn't seem like that long. But when you're waiting for the next day, and you think about dreams, they seem annoying, like you don't want them, because it seems to take longer for the next day to come if you dream.
I remember when I was a kid, I always used to close my eyes when I couldn't sleep, open them really fast, and pray that it would magically be morning, like it seemed to be when I actually fell asleep.
Thought of the day/night:
Do our dreams miss us when we're awake or having trouble falling asleep?
 Xunny Bunny · Sun Aug 02, 2009 @ 06:22am · 0 Comments |
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