Careless to say
My days have
gone to waste
and so have I
I live no more
to see those tears
reflect and shine
as in the mirror
I see me cry
Your eyes had shine
Your hands so soft
Handling me
as a child
You taught me well
you saved my soul
Oh mother
please dont die
As cold as snow
and yet so warm
my actions
have become
I stopped believing
and in the end
I lost control
A weakening tree
Violently sways
in the wind of hate
and mourn
there is a chance
that i, on top,
will fall
from that de-rooted tree
As long as i
can stand this strong
I think my mother'll live
but since that day
she said goodbye
and i could not
Forget
At night awake
In class i toss
And hope's the only word
For starting now
yes, starting Now
Malinea's on my mind.
