ok so i've been dating this guy. He is the sweetest thing in the world i think... but we have been having a hard time lately well kinda off and on for awhile...
So here's the story it all started when he went to our friend matt's birthday party. They played spin the bottle. My boyfriend didnt tell me about it, later he said he forgot and just it slipped his mind, (he has ADD and it does happen a lot) But i found out that he played from a friend (kinda friend), she has before tried to get us to break up so i didnt believe her but i still asked hm about it. AND what shocked me the most is that it was true. He didnt kiss anyone on the lips but he kissed 3 girls on the cheek... would have been 4 with his ex.... but he had to leave early which im thankful for. I didnt hear it from his mouth. But also there are all of these girls that flirt with him, sit in his lap, take his sunglasses, and everything in front of me... they are friends (probably not good ones, i dont really trust them). And lately its been acting up again and we have no lunch together, i cant see him outside f school becaus eof his mom and lately when he promises that he would spend some time with me after school his friends always get in the way.
There are a few things you should probably know about him. He is really nice, i mean to nice for his own good, never really tells anyone no if they ask for his help. Hes smart and gets good grades, everyone loves him. And he says he loves me. I mean i think i love him i dont really now what love is and i cant really understan di thought i knew once and i just well screwed myself over... but i think i really think i love him i mean i always think about him we have been dating for 7 months and 6 days. yeah im weird like that... but i mean he makes me happy he and i can just be ourselves around him i i dont flirt with any guys, i dont sit in their laps.( im kinda blind when they flirt with me though soo hehe....) but i dont do anything like that i only talk to 2 ex's but he trusts one and knows all about the other. i dont really keep things from him. if some girl makes me upset i kinda do and other things dealing with that because i try not to make him unhappy.
A few people have told me to break up with him... i dont know what to really do though i mean it just... hard really really hard... so can anyone help?... any advice at all?...
Wow, this was so long ago, i wish i would have figured out stuff before. xD so much less drama if i did.
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