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Things are way to confusing lately. and so much have been on my mind. how can someone not explode from all of this? will i have a little. but the sad thing is when i try to cry only so little comes out.... i end up not crying. but it hurts so i cant let it release. sad huh?
why do ppl have to always butt into ppl business? i understand u care for ur friends, thats ur response right? well dont u guys ever stop to think that maybe the best way to care for ur friends is to leave them alone and let them handle this on their own? cant u guys just be the support and listen when we want to spill our guts to u? u dont have to talk just listen.... why do others have to go and blab our problems out to others? why cant they understand thats tearing us up inside? its really quite sad also when ppl come up to me and talk poorly about a friend of mine. i bet everyone would be sad if u had a friend that was being made fun of, or called names, or being hated by everyone behind ur friends back. but the ppl go on a with a smile when they see ur friends and they are lying. that hurts way way way more. cant ppl get along? i understand ppl make mistakes. i do too. i mean i screw up on so much. im the first to say im not perfect and i understand i have to repent for my mistakes and make things better. but each time i make progress on that someone comes around and remind me of what i did and pushes down on my progress making it harder for me to get back up on my feet. ppl stop butting into my business. if i wanna tell u bout it then go ahead talk bout it. but if i dont bring it up first then dont bother, because when u play with fire ur just gonna end up getting urself burned.