R.I.P. Grandma Mary
I know its been a year and a half since my grandma passed away but I cant help but to miss her. Tonight was the first time in a long time I actually sat and looked at pictures of her and relized just how much I miss her. I remember the last time I saw her when she was still alive, It was so scarry becouse they had just brought her home from the hospitle and set her up in the little room of my aunts house that is now her office. They had brought in a hospitle bed and set it up as well as there was a round the clock nurse that helped my mom and aunt take care of her. The last time I saw her I walked into the room and she looked at me like she had no clue who I was.... I was telling her "Its me Grandma its Mary-Margaret your Monkey Remember?" and she just stared blankly. Her eyes were sunken in and she just didnt look like my grandma....She looked like she had already passed.
The day she passed... Started like any other, I had just woken up and my mom came in and told me she was gonna go check on grandma and see what was up. I went to the bathroom and when I walked out my mom walked in the door and looked at me and started crying. She told me that my grandma had passed away about 5 mins ago. I was shocked, not sure what to do... I just so glad I had a couple friends there to help me. I remember sitting on Johns bed and just crying my best frined at the time, Bobby was his name, came over and tryed to make me feel better... The whole family was there in the house and we all along with a priest piled into the little room and I saw her laying there dead, lifeless, never to say another word.... they traped me inbetween her nad the wall. When the people from the morge got there and took her away I frelized id never see her again..... I miss her so much.... I hope shes happy up in heaven....
