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As most of ya'll know my uncle had a heart attack adn surgery. I went up today to see him and hes doing pretty good. But I'm supposed to go up tomarrow and help take care of him. Normaly this is fine but I don't fear death for myself. Never have probebly never will. But I fear it for others and I hate seeing others in pain. I don't think I could mentaly handle being around him. I have to go though as I am the only one that can stay up there for a long period of time. So if you don't hear from me for a few days to a week you know why. I'm not even sure if I will go though...I should....but....ugh. Damn life is a b***h. Edit: I may be gone 'til Friday. I'm still nto sure how long for sure.