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Last night, I ingested the 3/4 of a bottle of pain killers I had. I still woke up this morning. Later, I walked to work, worked in the concession stand for 5 hours, and walked home. It wasn't until I got home and my room mate told me he could see my d**k, that I got to find out that my zipper had been down all day. Who knows how many people saw my d**k today. Then talking with a friend on yahoo messenger, I got hit with a metaphorical brick and realized that I'm never going to find anyone who will actually love me for who and how I am. I'm such a ******** up person mentally and emotionally... ******** man... Why is my life so ******** shitty. It doesn't help that I'm fat and ugly too. I'm working on the fat part, but there ain't s**t I can do about being ugly.
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