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My poems and songs...Enjoy <3


Mascara and Fake Smiles

Mascara and fake smiles hide so much these days...

The tears and the pain are just trying to escape.

But when I'm alone, I let it all out.

The tears, the blood, the silent cries for help.


I love how easily phisical pain overcomes emotional pain.

But on the inside, the pain is all the same.

I can't tell you that i do this,

'Cause if i do, you won't think im worth it.


I cut my arm and wait for the pain to overtake.

I never once think, this is a mistake.

The blood comes now, easily and slow.

I sit in silence, watching my crimson blood flow.


When I see you though, I cover my arm.

I put on my fake smile and turn on my charm.

The mascara is no longer running.

And at the moment, I am no longer cutting.





 
 
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