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I just can't seem to reconcile the words and the actions.

It just doesn't make any sense.

And so, I dwell on it. rofl

*scratches head*

An enigma wrapped in a mystery and covered in secret sauce.....

I guess what sticks in my craw is that broken promise. It was the only promise you made and the only one I ever would have held you to had you made any others. You promised to never disappear without an explanation.

If you had decided you didn't love me, I could have been your friend.
If you had decided to not come and see me, I could have dealt with that.

but you promised.....promised you wouldn't just be gone one day and I'd never know why and I'd never know what had happened.

And, here you are.....gone. And I don't know what happened and I don't know why.

*shrug*